lets see...summer school is still going on as usual... had a WONDERFUL july 4th weekend w/ vanessa and gene... hehe... never gonna forget the 2 dinners and fireworks =)

and thanks' to wendi and jackie~ i had a great day at Raging Waters...!!! hehehe... fun fun...

gonna meet up w/ richard, PG, Mike, and David over this weekend.. still need to work on a group project and study for a test nxt wk... haha... busy busy... but still very fun and fulfilling... hehe

i found some old quotes collection that really touched me...

"u make me smile for no reason watsoever, u make me laugh at the unfunniest things, but most of all, you made me love you when i shouldn't be loving u."

"Never say goodbye if you still want to try, never give up if you still feel you can go on, never say you don't love a person anymore if you can't let go."

"Distance is only a test to see how far love can travel."

"It's very painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go, but it's even more painful to ask someone to stay if you can never make the relationship work out the way that it should be."

...yeah distance IS a test... after all, it told me that love doesn't travel very far...so FUCK IT!

summa school starts tomorrow for me... 2 classes... intercultural class from 12:30-2:50p.. .for diversity credit, then micro econ from 6p-8:20p... yeah... nite class... glad that i only have classes on tues, wed, thurs...

had a great 10 day trip w/ my godbro... here's a pic of him and i in bellagio (bewwagio... as he would call it... hehe... *inside joke)...(kinda blurry tho) it was alot of fun... that unforgettable moment in front of lake bellagio... late nite talks... stuuuupid shit that we do in the car... then grand canyon~ *u jump, i jump*... hahaha.... he's like my real brother... i am so glad that i have him... hehe... vic... meh missing u already!! *hugz*

i'm excited that me gonna meet up with my very best buddie... vanessa this fri... gonna spent the nite at her apt in berkeley...hehe.. dun worry david... me gonna be back in time to be ur fan at the competition!!...lol

the following passage is for someone that i don't think will ever read it... cuz this person never bothers to check out my xanga... or try to care more about wat i am really up to... but its ok....

i've been hearing alot of things/words that's hurting my heart...it's sad... not becuz i'm that hurt...rather, it's becuz i am not THAT hurt...seems like i am starting to be immuned from getting hurt...it's ironic... there were nites where i couldn't sleep, nites where i cried myself to sleep.. .days where i juss don't have the mood to do anything, and times when i juss sleep my day through... but at the same time... i feel alright... i am still having fun w/ my friends here... missing my akpsi bros and usc friends... maybe i am juss thinking too much or assuming too much... but i do feel sad... i am a lil depress... but i guess i am healing... my heart is healing... it's getting better... i don't like to feel weak... and i don't think it's worth being so sad ova someone that wouldn't know about my sadness ... i think i've realized quite alot lately... i guess once you;ve reached the lowest pt... there can't be anything worse than that...yeah... i wish things could happen the way that i wanted them to... but hey, if it's things that i can't control... then there's nothign that i can do about it but to let it flow... i am trying... very hard to relax and learn to let things go... i don't think i'll ever hate that person for making me go through all that i went through... i don't think i can becuz i made the choice... but regardless... the important thing is that i learnt my lesson... yeah... i think i did... i grew stronger... i think after going through this, there won't be much that i won't be able to handle in the future... i am not scared to love again... no not at all... but as for this person... i think i am scared to give as much dedication as i did b4... becuz i feel discouraged and dissapointed... but it's ok ... becuz i'm now awake... awakened from that dream....

hehe... my godbro+ family's here...so fun... lol... we chatted until like 3am last nite... haha... went shopping today... got a new pair of shoes and a new pair of jeans...pretty koo... hehe...here's a pic from tonite's dinner...

haha... gonnna go to vegas/ grand canyon/ la w/ them for a wk starting coming tues... gonna be sooo much fun!!!... hehe...wellz... take carez everyone and have fun~!!

yeah... i dunno... trying to stay clear minded... *sigh*... i dunno... i am confused... i guess i sorta know wat i want and wat i should do... but at the same time... i dun really know if i wanna do it... thanks alot to my godbro victor... he helped me out alot.. cheered me up... but still... *sigh*... i dunno... maibe afterall, i am going after something's that's not meant for me...

hehe.. lets see... recently...things seems to be a lil more exciting... hehe... kicked it w/ kevin for a day... had lunch.. not much to do... walked around in valley fair... hehe... kinda sad that nothing in A/X interested me this time...but yeah... wenta IMPs farewell concert last nite... hehe.. GOOD JOB GUYS!!... so happy to see soo many of u again!!.... here's a pic.. hehe.. of some "old imps"... lol...

talked to vic vic ALOT in the past couple of days... hehe... brought back so many memories... how we grew up together...etc...really looking forward for u to come!!!  david sad he's gonna bring me to his lambda parties and introduce me to his bros... hehe.. that must be fun!!! hehe... wellz... gdluck to all of u that are gonna have finals this coming week!

haven't update this in a while... lets see... so yeah... i am home... pretty boring... after getting my driver's license, i am now learning how to bike... pretty interesting huh?... hehe

most of my friends aren't around yet... so there isn't much to do... gonna go to the last IMPS concert this friday.. i'm very excited... hehe... accournting and piano are keeping me busy... and tv of course... still trying to find a job... *sigh* need to keep myself occupied and i want some money... haha

my godparents and my dearie godbro victor are coming to visit in 2 weeks!!!!!!!!! we are gonna take a road trip to vegas, grandcanyon... and stop by LA for a nite...hehe ...yupyup... that should be fun... i haven't seen by godbro in a year!!...

wellz... dunno wat else to say... missing everyone in la... especially my bros... hehe!!... have a great summa everyone!